Sorry y'all

I'm in meltdown mode at the moment. I promise I'll give a real update soon.

I started counseling and I think it will go well. I go back Tuesday. There's a lot to talk about, though, and I've already gotten emotional. I'll be a sobbing mess before it's all over with. I'm crying all the time these days.

My physical health is garbage. I'm weak and in severe pain and frequently wish I was dead. I'll unload about everything after I get some sleep.